Pop Punk Guy ♥ his Hardcore Girl.

Mon, 13 Dec 2004 02:02:12 GMT

YooOooo.
Sorry i havent been on the computer latley. Fucking work, ive been working sooo much. ughhh no time for anything. I chilled with Ryan yesterday we went and chilled at the skatepark, i dont know why but we did, then we just chilled downtown. Well sorry for this short update but im going to go watch dodge ball. peaceeeeeeee out playaz.

Tue, 19 Oct 2004 02:47:40 GMT

im hanging out with danielle and we're listen to MEST

TOP DOWN SEAT BACK ROLLIN IN MY CADILLAC

Mon, 11 Oct 2004 07:34:03 GMT

Danielle = Sweetest thing ever.
she wrote me this cute little letter. she`s so adorable. i dont know if we will get back together or not. im going to go to fright fest with ryan on friday or saterday. im too tired too write. goodnite kaybuhbye.<3

Mon, 04 Oct 2004 20:24:05 GMT

ahh the mall, i got some jeans, shirts, and all this cool stuff! because im totally cool. whatever. Last night danielle came over to talk about us and stuff, i felt horrible cuz she started crying, as so did i. i dont know anything anymore. but yea, im off to work.

Mon, 04 Oct 2004 07:15:47 GMT

hey, soorry i havent updated, tons of shit has happen. nothing good but hey whatever. i saw danielle today, it fucking made me hella depressed. i called her the other night, and she played that get out song. sad.
well anywho work has been good, i get payed tomorrow, yay for money im going to go shopping, with frank tomorrow. blah. i dunno

Tue, 07 Sep 2004 23:05:46 GMT

so im back. and i fucking hate my life right now... i fucked up. i was drunk one night and well.. i cheated on danielle.. again, im sooo sorry babe, i was drunk and it just happen. im sooooooooooo sorry please forgive me!! please? i love you with all my heart...<33333333333333

Sun, 15 Aug 2004 09:07:14 GMT

Sorry i havent updated, im going to be going back to ny for a week or two family problems, sorry ill update later<33

ill miss you ho ho<33

Wed, 11 Aug 2004 03:48:23 GMT

Sliding on Asphalt
I'm trying to throw myself at you
And I don't know what to do for you
I'm striving to push my way through
I can't do this alone
I won't be unknown
I need you when I'm down
I'm sliding on the asphalt
You're never there for me
Where are you when I fall?
Sometimes, I don't know what to do for you
And I, all I really need is you
I'm throwing myself out at you
I can't do this alone
I'm reaching my hand out to you
Say yes, don't say no
I won't be unknown
I need you when I'm down
I'm sliding on the asphalt
You're never there for me
Where are you when I fall?
All I really need is you.

haha you would think this some is about like love and shit like that, but its about when one of the members in the band got hit by a car.

Today was rad, slept all dat, im going over to see danielle,fun stuff.
im done now.

Tue, 10 Aug 2004 04:43:19 GMT

im so lucky to be with her<3333

you are soo wonderful!!
i love you kool-aid

Seasons Fall -gooser
The way you see and open my mind
With those beautiful eyes of yours
I try not to stare, but it's so hard and I
Get so lost when I'm with you
So lost when I'm with you
Now I'm waiting for you and it's so cold outside
It's already past your time
We gaze at the stars, I get lost in your. heart
In this world for you and I
So lost when I'm with you
And everything will be fine
I've said it once and I'll say it again
Yes I love the way you think
It's so hard when I see those beautiful eyes
That say they never lie
I've said it once and I'll say it again
Yes, I love when you're with me
It's so hard when I see those beautiful eyes
That tell me you're mine
Yeah with you
So lost when I'm with you
And everything will be fine
I've said it once and I'll say it again
Yes, I love the way you think
It's so hard when I see those beautiful eyes
That tell me you're mine
You're my spring

Tue, 10 Aug 2004 04:35:53 GMT

5 things you are wearing
1. hurley shirt
2. jeans
3. boxers
4. hat
5. a braclet

5 things you can see
1. danielle
2. a camera
3. my guitars
4. my bed
5. my skateboard

5 people you have kissed
1. Danielle
2. Dani
3. baby girl
4. my baby
5. mah kool-aid

5 things you are doing right now
1. Listening to danielle talk
2. typing
3. watching tv
4. eating a poptart
5. watching danielle take pictures

5 confessions
1. I like Danielle ha
2. I need a hair cut
3. I like
4. I stole a shirt from ryan
5. i think danielle is hella fucking hawt

5 really stupid things you have done
1. cheated on danielle
2. dumped danielle before
3. i ate my moms cooking last night
4. got drunk the other night and broke my phone
5. not taken a shower yet

5 things you ate in the last 24 hours
1. pop tart
2. doritos
3. bread
4. McChicken sandwich
5. a fry

5 things you did so far today
1. worked
2. watched tv
3. hugged danielle x`s 9375
4. checked my email *deleted my 258234 bulk mail messages*
5. typing this thingy for your boredom

5 things you can hear right now
1. Danielle
2. my fan
3. tv
4. cars
5. the keys tapping

5 colors you can see
1. white
2. blue
3. green
4. red
5. pink

5 thoughts in your head
1. i want to make out with danielle
2. i need a shower
3. why is this pop tart soo damn good
4. Why is this whore on tv
5. Why are there people weed-eating outside?

5 people that rock your socks
1. Danielle!!
2. Ryan
3. Morgan
4. My cat
5. Jason

5 things you would like to do in your lifetime
1. get married
2. be in a band
3. be an accomplished person
4. Babies
5. be with danielle foever

5 things you want to do this year
1. gett a better job
2. gain all danielles trust back
3. start the band up
4. get my new car
5. go see my cuzen

5 famous people/artists that you really enjoy or would never miss an opportunity to watch/meet
1. Joel
2. Jessica Simpson
3. Jenna J
4. that one person
5. hilary

5 objects in your room you love
1. me
2. my guitar
3. my girlfriend
4. my tv
5. my computer

Mon, 09 Aug 2004 00:22:06 GMT

im finally feel alittle better!! thank god, i still feel sick, but not as much. All i did was have soup, watch tv, and sleep. i watched so many damn movies. ahh what a life.
Danielle ran away yesteday, because of her stupid step-dad, i feel bad because she called me and told me all crying and stuff i asked her to come here, but she went to brittanys insted i can understand that because i dont want that cutie getting sick, but she came over today, i think she mite come stay the night with me. Shes also moving in with her dad, i dont want her to, and i dont even know if it will get better if she moves in with her dad because he is an asshole. i think danielle is mad at me though im not sure, but yeah. ill update later.<33

baby girl i love you with all my <333heart

Fri, 06 Aug 2004 18:39:16 GMT

Well, i have a cold.. i feel like shit, and i miss danielle. She came over yesterday while i was sleeping, and gave me some chicken noodle soup and her blanket. aww. anyways. Yeah if i dont update or comment its because im too sick to even get out of bed.

i love you baby girl.<3

Wed, 04 Aug 2004 21:59:01 GMT

Never put a waffle into a microwave for 45 min`s, leave and then come back:: the room will be all smokey. hah danielle your so cute.
<33

another picture of me.

babyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.. your adorable.<3

Wed, 04 Aug 2004 21:46:11 GMT

Last nite was great<3.
im not going to write it all out, but here are highlights of the nite.

seeing danielle -
watching american wedding -
getting jason -
getting a bannan split -
paying for that bannan split in dimes -
going to the camp/beach
danielle going into some random peoples camp place to side by the fire -
cuddling with danielle on the beach -
going to jasons at 3:30 am -
playing guitar -
riding the bike thing -
getting yelled at by the people next door -
jason finding a lollie with cig`s all over it -
going to the park -
rolling down a hill -
danielle & i having our own room to sleep in -
making out -
sleeping -
going to the beach in the morning because danielle left her jacket -
<33

Done

Wed, 04 Aug 2004 03:17:34 GMT

yesterday my dad took me out, went shopping, went to the movies, fun stuff.
today i worked went home, talked to danielle on the phone, went to mcdonalds with ryan, now we're over at danielles, watching american wedding, later tonight, we're all going to go hang out with jason.
peace

new picture of me, i need a hair cut,.

Sun, 01 Aug 2004 05:22:07 GMT

fun day. Mall, danielle`s bed [ ha ], chilled ryan and danielle, watched movies.<3

im bored
let`s see how many comments i can get.
COMMENT NOW

Sat, 31 Jul 2004 17:48:15 GMT

So i went to Danielle`s house at 6;00[am]. I went into her room, and cuddled with her, aw she was soo happy. We just chilled there till 11, then we watched 50 First Dates, and Lord Of the ring`s[the 3rd one], we went on a walk, blah, after that i went to the mall with Ryan, danielle didnt wanna go to the mall, i spent 103 $$$$$$$$ at Hollister.. i was like wtf. lol. I got danielle a necklace, she loves it. I went back to her house, and stayed over.
Im going to hang out with her today.. Im not sure whatever going to do though, but yeah<3.

i love you hardcore girl
~~comment~~

Fri, 30 Jul 2004 07:58:50 GMT

hey people, im back.
danielle called me up the other night crying, and she told me her mom was going to come and pick her up, and that she was coming home on Wednsday; and i was in new york ( change of plans ) and i missed her way to much to stay there, so i got on to a plane and came home! She doesnt know about it though, im going to suprise danielle tomorrow, and wake her up.<3
New York was fun, i stayed with my Dad. i worked alot, and chilled with people. Mostly ryan, he`s rad. anyway`s. im going to go unpack and then sleep.peace out girl scouts.
~~Comment. XoX.~~

<3

Mon, 21 Jun 2004 20:57:52 GMT

yesterday i went to the movies with danielle,her dad,& my dad, then out to a mexcian place, it was fun.

alright people i WONT be online/updating my lj for around 7 week`s, danielle and i are going down to LA, then im taking her to camp, then im going to O.C. and theres no computer we're i will be, so yeah i`ll ttyl <33 peaceeeeeeeee

Sat, 19 Jun 2004 12:11:57 GMT

So we decided not to go to the movie, we just went to danielle`s house, and watchted pirates of the caribbean. We fell alsleep then woke up hella early at like 4:30, then we we're bored, so we went down to a skatepark, and just chilled, this cop came, and told us its to early and we cant be here.. but we stayed anyway. i went to work. after work, i went to danielles house i was suspose to go to the show, but she wasnt feeling good. i tucked her in, then we just talked and stuff. then we woke up and went to her dad`s. We just got done watching 50 first dates, danielle just fell asleep. alright, time for me to sleep.
Peace outttttttttt

i♥my blue eyed girl

the bear i gave danielle.

some pictures of danielle that i took tonight.

danielle took these of me

ryan

Fri, 18 Jun 2004 02:43:56 GMT

ryan, danielle & me are going to see stepfore wives.. or whatever..

Have a great day.. and god bless america.

danielle rocks my socks

Wed, 16 Jun 2004 23:35:18 GMT

i just got done with work, i got into trouble because danielle called my cellphone, and i wasnt suspose to be on it..but anyway`s.. tonight im going to a party with ry, and danielle might go, then we will see what happens the rest of the night..
Congrad`s Danielle. =] good job baby.

i ♥ danielle with all my heart.
Peace Out Girl Scout.

Tue, 15 Jun 2004 02:02:32 GMT

4:30 [am] ha Danielle & Me, at a park.. Danielle isnt wearing a shirt, her shirt is up in the tree [dont ask] and a cop comes, and cought us.. haha it was soo fucking funny. <33

Mon, 14 Jun 2004 08:47:17 GMT

OH MY FUCKING GOD..
i HATE HATE HATE amanda, she is a stupid sweaty bitch.. she needs to get in through her head, that Her& me are, NEVER going to happen. EVER. So around 4;30, i went and picked up danielle, and we went to a park and we we're just sitting on the swings and fucking amanda comes over to us, amanda always threatens danielle and says she is going to kick her ass and shit. So amanda is all trying to talk to me and crap, and im just trying to pull danielle into the car, and then amanda said something, and all i see is danielle turn around and punch her right in the fucking face, it was the greatest thing ever, then amanda trys and punch her, but danielle just starts to kick the shit out of her, hahaa.. we left. So later.. god damn, Amanda calls up danielle and is all like " Oh Jeff is cheating on you again with me just to let you know" i dont know if she believes her, but she got all quiet.. eh im not cheating on you danielle. i love you and i would never do it again, im sorry.. just please dont believe her. <33 eh im scared im going to loose her.. god help me.
Well i gotta bounnnceee im going back to danielle`s.<33
PEACE OUT GIRL SCOUTS!

i ♥ you will all my heart.
you are amazing.<3

Sun, 13 Jun 2004 06:58:58 GMT

Alright, so Danielle is taking a shower, and like she has random papers right here.. and im just looking through them because yeah they have cute little drawings on them.. and then i look at one.. and here`s what it say`s.

" Dear Jeff..,
Im sorry for everything ive done wrong, and i know have done something wrong because i know im not good enough anymore. i wish you would just love me like you use to... like when you would get online every night @ 5;00 o'clock.. then at 6;30 we would talk on the phone allllll night, and you use to tell me how much you loved me, and always wanted to be with me. god i miss that... im sorry you dont love me .. and you have to go be with that other girl.. but i still & always will love you..
.. i love you jeff..."

And that`s all thats written. Man i fucking wish i NEVER did anything to hurt her. i think its all in the past now, but i still feel like shit.. sometimes when i look at her, just sitting there or anything.. i just hug her.. i dont ever want to loose her again. god i fucking hate myself.